February 2, 2011

Stars make me feel loved

Found this floating around in my draft folder. It was written 9/30/10.

So there is a mission conference this weekend at our school. The keynote speaker is fun, he is so passionate and still transparent. "We prefer to call 'closed countries', creative access."

And this gospel of the kingdom will be proclaimed throughout the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.
(Matthew 24:14 ESV)

Restore us again, O God of our salvation,
and put away your indignation toward us!
Will you be angry with us forever?
Will you prolong your anger to all generations?
Will you not revive us again,
that your people may rejoice in you?
Show us your steadfast love, O LORD,
and grant us your salvation.
(Psalm 85:4-7 ESV)

Just seem to be stuck in this chaos

I know it's not as bad as I see. I'm sitting here in class, hearing again how behind I am. I'm tired. But all there is is to keep going. Lord give me strength because I feel consumed by this chaos.

The weekend was good. Very busy and very fun. I think I am still tired out from it though. I'm all peopled out... but people won't just go away for a while.

I just needed to vent a little of this to keep myself from panic in the swamp of everything I must do. I'll be better when the weather warms up.