Perfectionism rears its head once again

I pushed myself beyond my limits again. Mostly I didn't expect being married to take up so much more time. Between having a new husband and a place to have people over my school work has suffered. It is really hard to deal with my failure because it feels like school was the only thing a excelled in, at least I have prided my self in being a scholar. I want to do well so bad, but feeling like I can't I lean towards apathy instead of working steadily at what I can. I'm so tired of feeling anxious about all this. I feel more anxious about what I will do when I am done school though... Well, I won't have to worry about that for another semester at least. I don't think I can catch up enough to graduate this spring. I'm so ready to be done but I'm frightened of what comes after, I guess of the unknown. I'm tried and my head hurts, but back to work for now.